Posted: November 1, 2012 in Uncategorized

The scene reflects where I am at this point; misty, unclear, moving from fall into winter.  I am no longer ‘young’ as I approach yet another decade marker, but I don’t ‘feel’ as if my chronological age matches my psyche at all.  I am not ready to recede as the indicators might seem to indicate.  I am just starting (again). I just need to get through this fall/winter and it will get better.  I will graduate, get the job and get on with my life.  I can’t live my kids lives for them, and really need to cut the apron strings with #2.  I need a clean break. 

To me, for a new start, for more self-confidence, for a winning battle over depression. Tomorrow…

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